7Lee

XF惊讶于我也开始placebo了，我其实都placebo好些礼拜了。对他们的认识是从现在看来或许是他们最好的一张EP开始的：Ashtray Heart。
    回家的事，还有其他一堆乱七八糟的事搞得心情很糟，一不小心听了一些noise，这还是xixi提醒我的。我听歌选歌，其实就像打饭时面对食堂看似花样繁多的菜品一样：食堂在学生群里本就没什么口碑，南京这地基本没本土菜，淮扬也好鲁粤也罢，那都是别人的菜系，所以，不管三七二十一，我只管挑自己的口味合适的吃就是了。
    暑假一半即将过去，我则成了407近三年来最敬业的夏季守房人，这次终于见识了一把只有我一人撒野的407。每每爸妈问到回家的日期，我也只能说“也许不久了吧”，爸妈自然是想我得很，更不用提年过九旬的爷爷对我这独孙的思念了。
    我想回家：外面再好，也是别人的地方。

    有时教育对一个人的意义，或许并非在于开化或启智，而在于他可以把一个人从独居动物改造成群居动物。

    当然，你也许可以明白，我在说的，和教育无关。


听H歌,贴H图，好孩子请绕道。他们翻唱Archive的一首老歌。
http://download1.shvns.com/u1/40461/C6D9CFBC4E3615A3CFC66F1A92BE4F3B.html

Placebo，Ashtray Heart，2009，EP

　　There's a look on your face I would like to knock out
　　See the sin in your grin and the shape of your mouth
　　All I want is to see you in terrible pain
　　Though we won't ever meet I'll remember your name
　　
　　Can't believe you were once just like anyone else
　　Then you grew and became like the devil himself
　　Pray to God I can think of a kind thing to say
　　But I don't think I can
　　So fuck you anyway
　　
　　You are scum
　　You are scum
　　And I hope that you know
　　That the cracks in your smile are beginning to show
　　Now the world needs to see that it's time you should go
　　There's no light in your eyes and your brain is too slow
　　
　　Can't believe you were once just like anyone else
　　Then you grew and became like the devil himself
　　Pray to God I can think of a kind thing to say
　　But I don't think I can
　　So fuck you anyway
　　
　　So fuck you anyway
　　So fuck you anyway
　　So fuck you anyway
　　So fuck you anyway
　　So fuck you anyway
　　
　　Bet you sleep like a child with your thumb in your mouth
　　I could creep up beside, put a gun in your mouth
　　Makes me sick when I hear all the shit that you say
　　So much crap coming out, it must take you all day
　　
　　There's a space kept in hell with your name on the seat
　　With a spike in the chair just to make it complete
　　When you look at yourself do you see what I see?
　　If you do, why the fuck are you looking at me?
　　
　　Why the fuck are you looking at me?
　　
　　Why the fuck
　　Why the fuck are you looking at me?
　　
　　There's a time for us all and I think yours has been
　　Can you please hurry up, 'cause I find you obscene
　　I can't wait for the day that you're never around
　　When that face isn't here and you rot underground
　　
　　Can't believe you were once just like anyone else
　　Then you grew and became like the devil himself
　　Pray to God I can think of a kind thing to say
　　But I don't think I can
　　So fuck you anyway
　　
　　So fuck you anyway
　　So fuck you anyway
　　So fuck you anyway
　　So fuck you anyway.



那天，我在地铁里和她解释道slut是什么意思。其实我想当时我说的有些过于迂回复杂了。如果她还不清楚，照照镜子就好了，这样简单明了得多。